rhapsodies and themes
Ending the night with (1) broccoli & garlic sauce (2) some good Rachmaninoff and Chopin and (3) a good book
Okaaaaaay....so I wrote that last line maybe an hour and a half ago, and am in a completely different place now. A lot has happened since then. Yeah it's 4 am now...
Trevor was just taken to the hospital...apparently hes been getting kind of crazy the past few days, and some people think he might be bipolar and is having a manic episode. Adam told some RA's, the RA's got a social worker to come talk to Trevor...Jessi, Miles and I waited in my room. Then apparently 911 was called and now Trevor is away.
I hadn't really seen/talked to Trevor in a while but tonight he randomly IMed me with an "I lov eyou deb" and then immediately signed off, and that was odd. So then I was on the phone and I walked into the hallway and some people on the floor were standing outside of Trevor's room, but I didn't get that something was going on...but...yeah. I just assumed Trevor was really drunk/high, but apparently he was completely sober...which says a lot.
I feel really...I don't know.
Miles and Jessi and Adam seemed a bit shaken up, and I felt so...out of place? I don't know how to describe it, since Trevor and I have had a very...almost "bipolar" relationship. So...I was kind of overwhelmed with genuine concern, but I didn't know of anything that had been going on. I just don't know. I really hope he's okay.
sigh.
can't really sleep anymore, I'll go back to to reading, I guess.
this year has just been different shades of bizarre.
the night has been split into two episodes: the first episode is going to yaffa for jed's birthday with kait and margaret...and the second episode would be...yeah....long night.
Okaaaaaay....so I wrote that last line maybe an hour and a half ago, and am in a completely different place now. A lot has happened since then. Yeah it's 4 am now...
Trevor was just taken to the hospital...apparently hes been getting kind of crazy the past few days, and some people think he might be bipolar and is having a manic episode. Adam told some RA's, the RA's got a social worker to come talk to Trevor...Jessi, Miles and I waited in my room. Then apparently 911 was called and now Trevor is away.
I hadn't really seen/talked to Trevor in a while but tonight he randomly IMed me with an "I lov eyou deb" and then immediately signed off, and that was odd. So then I was on the phone and I walked into the hallway and some people on the floor were standing outside of Trevor's room, but I didn't get that something was going on...but...yeah. I just assumed Trevor was really drunk/high, but apparently he was completely sober...which says a lot.
I feel really...I don't know.
Miles and Jessi and Adam seemed a bit shaken up, and I felt so...out of place? I don't know how to describe it, since Trevor and I have had a very...almost "bipolar" relationship. So...I was kind of overwhelmed with genuine concern, but I didn't know of anything that had been going on. I just don't know. I really hope he's okay.
sigh.
can't really sleep anymore, I'll go back to to reading, I guess.
this year has just been different shades of bizarre.
the night has been split into two episodes: the first episode is going to yaffa for jed's birthday with kait and margaret...and the second episode would be...yeah....long night.
posted by Deb Oh at 2:15 AM
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