a second chance for brian greene

I was such a wreck today. Got 3 hours of sleep, woke up at 7 am, trudged through the entire day in an irritable mood, probably dampening others' moods as well but for once I didn't feel like catering to everyone else with a smile. After politics, I broke down in the park on the phone with my parents. Realize how lucky I am to have them, I love them to infinity and beyond.
But the day was filled with coffee and cigarettes and walking around with my iPod in the semi-warm weather. And the coffee aint doin shiet.
And now I'm procrastinating once more on this paper. I could have had it finished hours ago but I decided to talk on the phone and bum around. I don't know where the time went. I remember it being 9...and now? Attempted to socialize a bit more with people on the floor to make up for being such a grouch today.
I'm more guarded now.......oh who am I kidding I've always had my guard up. It explains many things. I've been so unhappy lately and that makes me even unhappier.

And...there was a disturbing phone call/message, but I don't need to elaborate on that.

Okay here goes paper-writing attempt #4625.